Am I ever not behind?

It's funny that in the last month, I've spent so much time looking at my blog - reading about the things I did and how I felt in September, looking at the pictures, thinking about posting...and yet I haven't posted.  Not that life's been super easy, or uneventful, or even so busy that I just couldn't spare a few minutes to sit down and write.  My life's just been very closed.  Closed to the people who are in it here and now.  Perhaps as a way of making it through the last month in Ottawa? 
I'm not closed minded.  I haven't closed my heart to anything.  But there's only so many ways to make me think about what has to be done this week, instead of planning for next month, getting excited for the next steps, thinking about the next adventures.  I'm not entirely sure if this is a good thing or bad thing.


So updating.  Today I am feeling ridiculously tired, and weak.  I don't feel sick - maybe because the cold medicine I've been taking for the last three days actually eliminates those symptoms, but I've already had a two hour nap today, on top of a good night's sleep, and I'm still feeling exhausted.  My plans for the day? Reading 70 pages of history, studying two english stories, and one chapter of Spanish.  Writing a resume, outlining a cover letter, preparing for Veronica's birthday, and finding out when I can take first aid.  Accomplished? 25 pages of History.  So not a good time to get sick!


There's so many days, little stories, and funny moments that I want to share with you all! Some of them I even started writing about but the never finished.  I think what I'll do is post a list.  And when I'm in the mood to write, I"ll write about something off the list.  BUT, if I don't end up posting, you'll have something to ask me about when you see me in a couple of weeks!  


Rainy NIght
Amazing Birthday
Evil English
Keeping Secrets
Studying space
Beginning of the end.